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I've decided to alternate back and forth from chinese to english, in the posts. So, today, my ear tingly-ness didn't happen today. I think Laura is mad at me. When I tried to ask her something, she looked as if she was pissed. and when she talks to someone else, it's completely different. I tried to say hi to her, but I was totally ignored. I don't know why, but today my frikin leg was sore, like the whole thing. I had trouble walking. LOL. So, while I was walking home, listening to my mp3 player. I thought of something that I told myself to never think about it again. So, it was like that in elementary school, my friend that I 'recently' made was like hey ill tell you a secret if you tell me yours. And I was like its okay.
Then she kept bothering me, and saying stuff that completely annoys me. I kinda forgot why I end up telling her my secret. It's like a big gap. So, I told her, then she told me her's. And then the next day, some random girl came up to me and told my secret to me. I was like 'wtf' and she was like sorry. acting all cute and stuff. And that was the first secret I have every told about me. Don't ask me what it is about, I don't want to say it. So, after that day, I never talked to her again. You probably thinking that 'omg, its just a frikin secret, wtf!?' If you were to know what it was, you wouldn't act that way. But, I never even mention her secret to anyone, I didn't even tell my mom. So, it gave me a shock. You see, I was a really different person back then. I can't really put it in words, because you would probably end up confused.
That's why I have never told anyone my secrets ever again. Well, it's not that I don't trust you. It's just that I don't have any. My life is so boring. Trust me. I saw a question on this quiz, like just some survey. It said, how would you want to die? Of coarse, I didn't reply. I just replied in my mind, that I would risk my life for a friend. You see, my family members don't really care about me anymore. Before they never leave me home alone. But now when I come home, I'm alone, and I see a note on the table. And they come home like late. I mean, I like to be home alone, it's nice and all. But I've decided to risk it for my friends :D I swear.
[shouts]sorry shawniee, i think i made it worse. i'm not the type of person the comfort. i'm only able to sit next to you or whatever and listen to what you say. you probably won't even hear me say a word. and if you need a secret to be kept, ill keep it. SORRY! I'll make it up, I promise. :]
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YO! my name is courtney and i'm fourteen years old. major visual kei addict. spicy food and horror movies are a must! profile underconstruction. talk to me on aim: liux524 // msn: shinkiixx@hotmail.com
